August 26, 2011

INFINITE - BTD (Before The Dawn)

 

Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart heart heart to to my heart heart

아무리 노력해도 너를 가질 수 없다면 넌 아니라더라 거지같아
나 난 이렇게는 못놔 그게 답답해.. 그게 막막해..

Why Why ... Why Why ... Why Why ...

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
내 마음만은 집착이 아니야
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
널 반드시 꼭 잡아내고 싶어


rap)
사랑을 속삭이던 두 입술 맞다은 chance 닫히던 두 눈
자락을 피해 fly to the my heart I’ll be there by your side (huh)

난 그저 바라만 보다가 너를 맴돌다가 익숙해졌는데 거지같아
이젠 모든걸 놔주래 그게 답답해.. 그게 막막해..

Why Why ... Why Why ... Why Why ...

Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
내 마음만은 집착이 아니야
Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..
널 반드시 꼭 잡아내고 싶어

rap)
나도 모르게 니 그림자를 밟아 아마 나 점점 미쳐 가나봐
(Because I listen to my heart beat one by one)
앞이 캄캄해진 내 눈은 오직 너 하나만 밝게 비춘다
(Because I listen to my heart heart heart)

Before the dawn (ye ye ye) Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
더 늦기 전에 멈춰 세워줄게
Before the dawn (ye ye ye) Before the dawn (ye ye ye)
널 끝까지 꼭 가져가고 싶어
(Before the dawn)

rap)
close your eye and close your mind 베일에 싸인 니 길에
마치 비밀에 갇힌 미래에 지킬래 놓치기 싫은 너기에
이 길의 끝엔 you must love me
(Before the dawn.. Before the dawn..)
니가 가지 못하게 꽉 잡아 내가 울지 않게 널 붙잡아
니가 아무리 날 버리고 막아도 난 절대 널 놓치지 않아
-INFINITE <BTD (Before The Dawn)>-

Home is where your heart is...

So let's start from the day I'm going home.

Time and situation really shape a person.
Why did I said so?
I was not a brave person, if you knew me last time.
I was afraid of dark, so I switch on the lights when I sleep. (even now also when in hostel)
I was afraid to go to canteen ALONE, as I was afraid other people will treat me as a freak.
.......
But now, I went to take flight back home for two times!!! :D
I am so proud of myself! LOL XDD
First time, I went to LCCT to take AirAsia.
Second time, I went to KLIA to take FireFly.

And now, I am not afraid to take flight all by myself. ;)
By the way, I quite enjoy the whole thing.
No need to suit others time, no need to talk nonsense. Act cool~ XP

Back to home, had Pizza Hut for supper. wow~
The most important thing is ----- talk to family members face-to-face!!!
Seriously, I miss them sooooooo much!!! >__________<

Tonight, I went to cell group and hang out with cell group members after it.
Suddenly something passed by my mind ----- time flies.
We used to be hanging out like this for the last few months, or even 1 year;
and now, things change.
We still eat, chat, share, play, tell jokes... but we became more mature;
not only physically, but also mentally.
Miss those time we stick together all the time~~~ >w<

AHA! Tell you what, tomorrow my family and I will be on travel~~~ ^^
We will be back on 1st of September.
Will update again when we are back. ;)


God bless =)

August 21, 2011

Learn new technology

Thanks to my dad, firstly. :D
He gave me his iPod (actually it was I who try to make him give me) LOL

Well, after I came to NUC, I found that it has great use for me.
I can use it to search on net wherever there is a WiFi service.

And then, talking about the Apps Store, I downloaded quite many apps recently.
The most recent one was the "Best Face" and "Pixlromatic".
With these two apps, I can easily have nice photos. ;D
Whoohoo~~~




Do you like them as I like them too?? ^^ hehe

August 19, 2011

Intermission

Whew, I am done with first Economics, second English, and third Accounting.
Left Management ONLY! And I hate that subject!!! >__________________<
It is more boring than Legal Studies... I mean... I like Legal Studies, actually.
At least I learned something from it. =P


Three days to go, and I will be going home~~~ ^^
It should be a exciting and best looking-forward thing for me, until I received the noticed saying that the flight has been cancelled, so I have to go for the next flight, which is 3 hours later than the previous one.
Ooowh, I almost lost my will to step into the exam hall. D:

Thank God I still survive now.
The Accounting paper actually was not that difficult, is just that I was so wrecked until cracked my head in one small part.
Let me ask you, based on your accounting knowledge, "Restaurant Decorations" is consider as an expense or a non-current asset to you? o.O
How about "Kitchen Utensils" and "Uniforms" respectively???
"Tell me... tell me... te te te te tell me..."

August 17, 2011

The only thing I would like to do now

Whew, after ECO118 exam, honestly I felt nothing at all.
Because the lecturer had given us all the "tips" for exam.
So, I was studying for the whole day... ECONS... ECONS... ECONS...
Plus, I finished playing Cake Mania 4!!! So happy~~~ ^_______^

Suddenly, I was reminded that I have been not thinking or talking about him for days, or maybe weeks. Not even in "stalking" him in fb. XP 
This is a good sign, which proves that I can control myself and my thinking well. Probably reason is I didn't saw him recently. Not even at the canteen, activities room, common room, etc.
But I believed that he is still the only one who I will be very surprised and delight to meet. =)

Now, I will be focusing only in my studies, 'til and until I met another guy who give me the same feelings like he did.
By the way, I am not "lonely" as I had found my new love --- Lee Sungjong!!! <3 <3 <3
I will let him be my 2nd boyfriend, after Wooyoung. ROFL. XDD
(How I wish this is true...) =]

Well, the only thing I would like to do now, is go to bed, and have a nice nap.


Later on, focus FOCUS!!!!!
Tomorrow is ENG112, Friday will be ACC118, and finally next Monday will be MGT112.
Aza aza hwaiting~~~ :D

August 16, 2011

The Coase Theorem

CASE 1: (based on The Coase Theorem)
Sakura has the right to online fb.
Benefit to Sakura of online-ing fb = Happy+Enjoyment
Cost to Sakura of not studying for ECO = Tears+Disappointment+No scholarship

Efficient outcome: fb goes bye-bye. =S

到了紧张关头

现在只差不到2天的时间,就要考试了。
我不能解释,为什么我面对这次的考试那么地有压力、很紧张。
后来仔细想一想,我应该是害怕自己下一个sem没有的好住总统房间!!!
>w<
这里的确比别的宿舍好。
而且又有同班同学住同一栋楼。
惠文住我对面,巧虹住惠文旁边。

刚刚我们的ECO老师在FB说要见几组的人。
关于上次我们的assignment。
惠文、Jye Kuen和Allan的组都被点名了。
大家都很紧张自己的coursework marks。
如果拿高分,那么考试就可以轻松点。
(我是抱着这种心态的)
无论如何,面对事实是迟早的事。
明天早上9点我们就可以去ECO老师的办公室外面的布告栏得知自己的分数。




请为我祷告!PLEASE PRAY HARD FOR ME!!!
谢谢~ =)

August 12, 2011

INFINITE - 내꺼 하자 (Be Mine)

Recently I had a crush to INFINITE... :D
First saw them perform in Music Bank <Be Mine>.
Addicted to this song at the first time! Just love it~
And also, Lee Seungjong is a very cute guy~~
I personally think he looks similar to Japanese Actor Seto Koji... HEHE

Please listen to this song~ ^^ Thanks.









지켜봐 왔잖아 니 사랑을 긴 이별을
늘 상처받을 바엔 난 게 나아
똑바로 봐 우는게 싫어서 그래
아픈게 힘들어 그래 그런 널 볼 때마다

내꺼 하자 내가 널 사랑해 어? 내가 널 걱정해 어?
내가 널 끝까지 책임질게
내꺼 하자 니가 날 알잖아 어? 니가 날 봤잖아 어?
내가 널 끝까지 지켜줄게

Do you hear me… Do you hear me… oh

젖은 기억 박힌 눈길 끝 내 품에서 죽길 바래
잘린 마음이 흘린 눈물 삼키는 건 나지막이 들린 너라도 감추는 나

넘친다 생각해 넌 나에게 늘 그랬어
니 상처가 늘수록 커지는 맘
내게로 와 웃는게 좋아서 그래
편하게 해주려 그래 적어도 나만은 널

내꺼 하자 내가 널 사랑해 어? 내가 널 걱정해 어?
내가 널 끝까지 책임질게

같이 가자 힘든길 걷지마 어? 쉽지 않았잖아 어?
다시는 그런 널 보기 싫어

내꺼 하자 내가 널 사랑해 어? 내가 널 걱정해 어?
내가 널 끝까지 책임질게

다투진 않을까 상처 또 안을까
끊임 없는 아픈 고리에 항상 소리 없는 전쟁 넌 무리해
걱정의 방패로 난 니 앞에
나는 달 처럼 니 주윌 돌고 돌아
불이 커져 버린 니 사랑은 놓고 날 봐
깊이 패여 버린 상처 덮어줄게 웃게할게 내걸로 만들게
-INFINITE <내꺼 하자 (Be Mine)>-

Let God do the decision

XixI ah, how are you recently?
Same as you, I am checking and reading your blog post every time I online.
Sad to say that, I kinda less use chatting tools to contact with you, as I'm afraid that you will felt boring to chat with me. >< Do you noticed that our conversations in chatbox are always short?
By the way, I also less appears online. XP


Honestly, I am really happy to see you mentioned me in your previous post.
Because you seldom mention me, though. @@ HAHA
Sounds like you are having a hard time now.
From the way you describing that guy, I think he is pretty good guy.
Talented, funny, good in speaking, looks smart, etc.
But is he The Guy?
Hmm, well, I think you can pray to God.
If he really is the one, He will leads you to him. ^^


Although you are going to separate apart, proceeding to uni.
It is a real struggling, don't know how to do, what to do.
I have been through it before, too. XD
'Til yesterday then I know, liking someone just by looking at him everyday, and feel like I had a crush on him is considered as "puppy love".
All the while I thought it means couples that they are together just for "play play" only.


But your case is definitely not as same as mine before.
To prevent yourself from regretting, just go confess.
Pray first, have peace, then GO.
If not, maybe he is just not the one best for you.

Wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart~~~
We are here for you, ALWAYS!!!!!!!


Take care. =)

August 11, 2011

不用紧 (大丈夫です!)

我有重看自己曾经写过的post这习惯。
看着自己写的文章,我有很多感触。

“咦,我有写过这样的东西?”
“为什么我酱激动的哦?”
“哈,我也有那么痴情?”
“Awww~~~好难忘哦~~~”
“好想家~~~”
“原来我也有很消极的时候……”
等等。

我先说明,目前为止我并没有后悔我所写过的东西。
这些对我来说是一种回忆。
记录着我当时的情绪、心情。
是现在我无法再一次去体会、去感受的。
假如没有这些文章记录着,改天我老了,谁可以帮我记起呢?
我相信,等我年纪大了以后,我会念着我的文章,慢慢地再一次去感受我年轻时的年少疯狂。

如果我之前说了什么很刺眼的字,又或者我说话得罪了你,
我只希望你能明白我当时的心情,
我愿意跟你道歉(假如真的伤害你太深了)
可是,这或许能成为一个正面的提醒,反省一下。

又或者你认为我太任性、太鲁莽,
你也可以直接、间接、兜一个圈的方式跟我讲,
我会get到你要传达给我的信息的。

话说回来,很多时候我生气别人,很快/下意识我就会觉得惭愧的。
很想收回我的架子,但是又很难。
“己所不欲,勿施于人”这道理我也明白。
只希望我亲爱的朋友们,你们也可以这样做。
那么我们之间争吵就可以少一点,关怀就可以多一点。

大丈夫です!
“人非圣贤,孰能无过?”
这是我的名句。
XDD

也希望你一宽怀的心包容我的无知,不要放在心上。
=)

ありがとう!~^^~

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