October 31, 2011

那在我梦中出现的“王子”

是这样的,昨天晚上我发了一个梦…… 算是有够奇怪的!@@
我醒来后,所记得的就只有一小部分……

我梦见…………
我看到一架正要起飞的飞机,乘客们依序登机后,起飞程序也启动了。
可是我有个不祥的预感,似乎和这次起飞有关系。
果然,这飞机起飞不久(还没有真的飞上空中前),就失去控制,轻微撞上在轨道旁边的柱子。 
那么巧,柱子的附近有个类似湖的大水潭。
飞机裂成两半,后半部分陷进去湖里了。
飞机上的乘客都慌张了,尤其是坐在飞机尾端的乘客,因为他们就快要被淹下水里去了。
这一切发生的太快,我无法反应过来,或许还无法相信自己的直觉有那么准。
也不知道为什么,事情发生后,我顿时有种失落的感觉,仿佛失去了谁一样。
有种预感,在飞机舱里有个对我很重要的人。(在梦里十分的模糊)
…………
成功逃离飞机舱的乘客们纷纷向飞机场等候厅的方向奔跑。
我那时是在等候厅那里观看事情的经过的。说起来,等候厅也并不是个适合待久的地方了,我们应该逃到更远离那飞机的地方,因为很有可能会引起爆炸。
可是……我的身体好像僵硬了在那里,跑不动。
…………
突然,有个有力又坚定的手抓住了我的左手,并且要拉我走。
回头一看,梦里的我脑子里就反应性地冒出“咦,怎么是你?你平安没事?你逃出来了?”一连串的问题。
原来,他就是我在等的人。
他看了看我,我们俩什么都没说,他就拉着我的手,带我逃到安全的地方。。。
…………
那路程好像很远似的,但是他的手却没有放开我的手,也没有冒冷汗;非常的稳。
后来我们不再跑了,反而他放慢了速度,我们开始慢慢地走着。依然,他的手没有放开我的手。
现在的他不像是在拉着我的手,却更像牵着我的手。
我们就这样,一路上什么话都没有说, 慢慢地来到一个college教室的走廊。
以前我在IS读书时认识的同学的面孔就一一出现在我的眼前。
原来我身在IS了!LOL @@
或许他的同学已经收到了飞机失事的消息了,有人通风报信说他回来了,全部人都走出教室“欢迎”他。
大家看到他平安无事都放心了许多,开始和他开起玩笑(像平日一样)。
就在这时,他的同学才注意到我的存在。
他们看见他牵着我的手(没有松开),就以很疑惑的眼神看着我们俩。(毕竟我们俩个平时看不出有什么火花)
当然不必我们解释,他们大概也已经了解这情况了。
我有试图要松开他的手,因为我不喜欢这样尴尬的场合。
但是,他的手紧紧地握着,没有松开的意思。
怎么办??!如果给我以前的班同学(隔壁班)看到他们会怎么说?@@
“喂,还不快一点?要考试了!”突然一个同学喊道。
他跟我说:“你先在这里等一下,我很快回来。”
说完就带我到附近的一张长凳坐下,微微一笑,就和他的班同学走进教室去了………………




我的梦就停在这里了。有让你感觉很莫名其妙吗??0.0 因为故事情节好像没有直接的关系。zzz
我个人是人为有一点可惜啦。。。>_____________<
虽然是梦境,但是那种感觉我却能够很强烈地感受到。
你,曾经有这样的经验吗?^^

October 29, 2011

So Hot!!!

The weather here at Kota Kinabalu is soooooooooooooooo HOT!!
Almost tidak boleh tahan liao... >_______________________<
I took a nap this afternoon, but sweat alot when I awake... zzz
I was hoping "the temperature will be cooler when its night", but nahhh... you see now, its still HOT!!! omg @@ 

Went to have a dinner with my family tonight at Fatty Chef.
The food there were nice, but its just nothing to drink. =.=




Looks yummy ^~^


And I met one of my classmates when I study at IS. It's Nigel :DD haha
I saw him when we were about to leave the restaurant. Too bad... haizz...
Miss those time in IS... ... ... ... ... Really!!! >w<


Tonight is the last night I spent in KK (for this journey).
Opz, its almost the ending of my short deepavali holiday...
Feel like haven't get fun, then have to leave ady -.-


Btw, something for me to look forward is... My family will come and visit me next month!!! whoohoo~~~ ^^
I'm now started to think where to bring them to... :)) heehee


About to leave to bed now, tomorrow somemore need to go church.


Good night and take care! =DD

A New Me !!! ^~^









So... what do you think about this whole new me?? =33


Actually the hair color not so obvious under normal light, you only can see the difference when it's under the sunlight. +______+


Hehehe... Hope you like it~~~ ^^

October 26, 2011

Coming back home~~~ :DD

Yippie~~~~~ ^^

But wait a minute, why I still haven't finish packing my stuffs yet?? 0.0
I don't know why I seems like not very excited as last time when travel back home?
Izit because this holiday is very short? (Only 4 days 4 nights)
Izit because the travel distance takes a lot of time? (Almost 5 hours! Plus waiting at airport there ALONE)
Izit because I wanted to go Mersing with my friends?
Izit because of a lot of assignments to do?
=.= Maybe is these all little tiny things added up and made me fussed up! >_______<


Woke up 7am something this morning.
Thought it was already 10am, but it wasn't.
Hoping that there will be a sms from someone; but no.
Wanted to pack my things, but don't know where to start with. @@
Go online and upload photos. So boring~
Many assignments waiting me to finish them, but I don't have mood to do it now.
It's should be "going home" mood =__________=

I'm now looking forward to share my campus stories with Mumie~~~
Actually I had shared with her from time to time, but still, I wish to tell her MORE!!! XDD

Hopefully I will have a great time with my family during this short holiday
so that I won't regret for going back home this time. =))

Happy Deepavali!!!

October 20, 2011

매우 불안

Aha, this is my first time posting blog post using my iPod ^_^ 재밌어... ㅋㅋ

The time now is 20th of October, 8:45am. I woke up before 8am today to prepare myself for today's ENG113 presentation. (but actually I set my alarm clock at 8:30am) @@

I had practice alot with one of my groupmate, Huey Wen yesterday. Although I think I'm ready for it, but I still lack of confidence. >__<

Oh Dear God, please be with me and give me strength. Amen.

October 14, 2011

Calling Day 3

*虽然是两个礼拜前的事了,但是还是想记录一下。=)

10月1号(星期六)

惠文,Emmy和我打扮漂漂亮亮地去Telemarketing,因为接着我们就去参加教会聚会。




结果,我是第一个做完工作的人~!哈哈~




“Emmy,帮我拍一张我带耳机的照片嘛~” hihi

有看起来像DJ吗?哈哈哈哈~ XDD



我穿了前一天才刚买的jacket。
买这jacket的内幕原因:我想跟Sungjong (成钟)一样~~~ //><// 他穿起来超帅气滴!!!
不知你有没有发现,Sungjong大部分的衣服都会配上一件外套。
纵使是一件普通的T恤,配一件外套也可以呈现不同的感觉。^^

po一张Sungjong的照片~ :D

帅气吧~ :P


我个人还挺喜欢这张照片的……是casual wear,但又不会很普通。=D

我有预感,在不久的将来,我也许会爱上买外套~ =S 呵呵……

总结这两个礼拜的心情与想法


好几天我都忙到没时间上来这里写blog。
这两个礼拜在朋友周围最常听到的就是“充实”“累”这两个词。
因此,我心中有个疑问:人生过得充实,是好事还是坏事?

很多朋友赞同、和我一样有这疑问。
从我得到的结果上分析,这问题就要看情况而决定是好还是坏。
还是很抽象。
那么我就以“有意义”和“没意义/浪费时间”来区别它们。
假如你认为你人生过得很充实,纵使很疲惫,但是你依然觉得那是很有意义的话 = 好事
反之,就是 = 坏事

这两个星期下来,我都感到特别特别地忙碌、疲惫。
感觉身体就快要没力气了一样。
有累到想放弃的想法。

“到底我那么辛苦是为了什么?”
“我的努力会被看到吗?”
“独在异乡,妈妈不在身边,谁可以依靠?”
“说不出的难受和想法,到底可以跟谁倾诉?”
“到底我有没有达到老师的要求?”

功课做好后,也没有人给我拍一拍肩膀,告诉我“你做得很好!早一点睡吧。”
以前都是妈妈在一旁给我鼓励和支持…… 现在呢?


也许快要到我18岁的生日(了吧),最近那种“不想长大”的念头特别特别的强烈。
因为大多数我周围的朋友不是(生日月份/年份)大过我,就是长得一幅很“大人样(成熟)”,所以很多人都误以为我已经18岁了。
(也有可能我样子也长得很“大人样” @@)
这时候通常我就会很骄傲地说:“我还under 18呢~”
再过不久,我就再也不能这样回答了。

过了18岁生日的我,就会变得更成熟吗?
别人就会当我是大人看待吗?
就要自己自力更生了吗?
就不可以依靠父母了吗?
面对多大的困难,都要自己忍着、在其中长大吗?……

如果真是这样,我宁愿不要过这个18岁生日。永远都不要!><

这毕竟是我人生中其中一个大转折点,我觉得我一下会适应不来。
可能我有一幅很成熟的脸,但是我却有一个不想长大的心。
听起来很幼稚,相似在闹脾气。这就是我现在内心最真实的想法。

你问我,为什么我会这样想?
“18岁了咯,你自己想办法啦。”
“长大了咯,你自己做决定啦,不用问父母的。”
尤其是这句话——“(你)长大了咯。”对我来说,在生日当天听起来会莫名其妙地有压力。

我不要以我的年龄来证明我有没有长大;
我要以我的行动来让大家验证我的成长。

我会比较喜欢当我做了一件很有挑战的工作、或者做了一个明智的决定后[举例],
别人对我说:“你长大了”,这时这句话对我会起比较大的作用。
这样说,你会比较明白我的想法了吗?你可以理解现在的我吗?

我这样说的用意是,让你更了解我,这样就不会“触犯”到我。
因为换成我是你,我会比较想知道一个人“喜”什么、“恶”什么,那样我就可以避免得罪到你。
如果你也想让我多了解、体谅你一些的话,可以跟我说,我会多留意的。

用智慧坦白地说,省得挣扎和误会。
真心要了解对方,同时也要包容他。


你,同意吗?

October 5, 2011

Crazy Mad Week!!!

This week is a what I call "Crazy Mad Week".
From Monday, we had our very first test of this sem, which is MAT113 (Mathematics).
Honestly speaking, I didn't put much efforts on this test. I just read through the notes and slides given once or twice, that's it.

Tuesday is much more relax for me as my class starts from 1pm to 5pm.
Is just that, English class is too boring for me. Owwwh! >____<

Then, Wednesday, which is today.
I doesn't like my timetable for Wednesday, because my classes are from 8-10am and 1-3pm respectively. Which means, my free time slots are very short. Between 10-1pm, what can I do? Sleep? Play games? Tidy up my room? or...? I can do nothing! ==
Some more today Emmy and Huey Wen decide to go shopping after Emmy's class finished (5pm), to buy stuffs for tomorrow Foundation Union Club Telematch.
Again, what should I do between 3-5pm? @@ sienzzz

Now, Thursday will be ENG113 Critical Thinking Actual Test.
I can say I am grateful to have Ms. Ambika as our lecturer (in this case) as she gave us a lot of exercises before the actual test. I think we did about 4 or 5 exercises before this, which other classes' lecturer didn't do so.
Maybe, tomorrow 12pm Huey Wen and I will go RHB Bank to collect our account no. If really so, we had to come back before 3pm.
3.30pm all the committees and helpers for the telematch have to done with their stalls and ready for the game to start. They assumed that the whole thing will ends at 6pm (and I hope so too).
Actually I have to attend church cell group after that, but after much consideration, I choose to not go. I am so sorry...... ><

On Friday there will be a test again, CSC111 (computer) test.
Although its only 1 chapter, but it contains all the tini-tiny details about the computer's components. Awww, I'm really not good in this! zzz @@

Lastly, Saturday should be a happy day, but for me, I had to do telemarketing AGAIN for 3 hours!
Actually I'm been thinking that, is it me, myself making my life much harder? 0.0
Why I am doing some kind of work which I'm not interested?? .........

All in all, I concluded that, this week is a CMW...............!!!!!!!!

October 3, 2011

外拍主题:《一个人去旅行》

想和大家分享一下~~~ 希望你们会和我一样喜欢它们 ^^


















끝. (完)

这些照片是经过我筛选以后才放上来的,都是我比较喜欢的。C=
你喜欢吗?^~^

110930 去Times Square记

图1:(后面左至右)我,洁堃,Emmy巧虹,惠文。(前面左至右)Samantha,嫣慧。






图2:(左至右)Emmy巧虹,我,惠文。三个屋友~


这是我们在KTM,要准备出发前照的。Yeahhh~~~ ^___^


图3:(左至右)洁堃,嫣慧,惠文,Emmy巧虹,Nana,我。 =)

在我们身后的正是我国其中一个最有历史性的建筑物——牢房。还有,也是我国最长、最大的自由壁画。


图4:(左至右)我,Emmy巧虹,Nana。

牢房的正门。“到此一游”!=P


图5:(左至右)我,惠文,Emmy巧虹。

有没有觉得这张照片很有意境?Emmy说,我们好像在想回去小时候一样、怀念以前的我们。
这是Times Square里面的Theme Park。

那天我们都逛街逛得很开心!我买了两件衣服,可是有一件不知道怎么不见了。@@ 伤心…………………… TT^TT

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