December 9, 2012

12月9日——烦躁

最近常有神不守舍的症状。还很严重。

我会想,到底我是不是不应该念书了?
难道我的小聪明用完了?(感觉以前都是靠这个来应付学业的。。@@)

可是,不念书,我能做什么?

精神上的压力,是最折磨人的。

我知道考试就在下个礼拜,是很紧张,会手忙脚乱,但是却没有实际行动。
最让我懊恼,讨厌自己的态度。

好像做什么都好,就连家务我也做得津津有味,就是不可以是温习/做功课。

惨了,我会不会被朋友讨厌?甚至是不耐烦我的态度?
别说人家了,我自己也很烦躁。。。

真希望我在功课上至少有一件事是做得好的。。。=/

December 4, 2012

12月3日——FB朋友关注排行榜

刚刚从巧虹那得知,有个方法可以知道在FB关注你的朋友们。
本来我不信邪,还认为这和平时我们测“本周关注我的朋友”的apps是一样的。
结果出来是令我惊讶的。。。但我会继续观察看看它的可信度。。。

不过,还是心痒痒想在这里share一下测验结果。>w<

你会想知道吗??^^



《关注我的朋友排行榜33》 #1


NO.1 - Amy Wong S H

NO.2 - Emmy巧虹

NO.3 - Elisabeth Irene (엄마)

NO.4 - Joyce Chin

NO.5 - Melody Lo (勉勉)
NO.6 - Jacklyn Kow

NO.7 - Gyusung Chae

NO.8 - Jodee Lee

NO.9 - 惠文 (Huey Wen/阿文)

NO.10 - Derick Soong

NO.11 - Lum Carpeau

NO.12 - 丽玲 (Aiyuki Yap)

NO.13 - Stalie Lim (Shu Yi)

NO.14 - Kavi Anne (Laura)

NO.15 - Michelle Foh

NO.16 - Hyosin Kang

NO.17 - Suk Xuan (언니)

NO.18 - Rico Yee Tze (Su Yee Tze)

NO.19 - Estee Xue Lyn
NO.20 - Sylvester Tang

NO.21 - J Kuen Chow

NO.22 - Jason Chung

NO.23 - Nana Hu

NO.24 - Aiyuki Yap

NO.25 - Meei Yi Ng

NO.26 - Yi Lin Ong

NO.27 -  L- Wui Ting

 
NO.28 - Lazarus Takawira (TK)

NO.29 - Kary Jp (Loi Loi)

NO.30 - Yee Miin (悯悯)

NO.31 - Victor Lee

NO.32 - Meizi Kai Ying

NO.33 - Chen Ket Hiung


WOW!!!
有没有很不可相信咧?=D
 

p/s:我的韩语老师和康都有在榜上哦~ >w< 有趣有趣!


有兴趣的话,可起照着以下的方式去做。


^^

November 28, 2012

G-Dragon - Heartbreaker

This was G-Dragon's first solo debut song!
It is a very catchy song~
His prince-like charm, with blonde short hair, so WILD and YOUNG LOLS xD

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G-Dragon


A-Yo! Finally!
Is this what you been waiting for?
BRAND NEW G.D! !
I'm all by myself But it's so Good

You're ma Heartbreaker (DJ & YG)
Let me take this song here

나도 어디서 꿀리진 않어
아직 쓸만한 걸 죽지 않았어
너 하나 때문에 망가진 몸
사라진 꿈 못 찾는 맘

널 위해서라면 내 한 몸 날려
니가 있는 곳이면 달려
하지만 그대 내게 안녕 또 안녕

넌 내가 싫다고 이유가 뭐냐고
짜증난 네 표정이 모든걸 말해줘 슬프게 해
그래도 좋다고 기회를 달래도
한번 돌아선 네 모습 차가운 그 눈빛이 싫어요

No~

You're Ma heart (heart) heart (heart) heartbreaker
내가 뭘 잘못 했는지
You're Ma heart (heart) heart (heart) heartbreaker
No way (No Way) No Way (No way)

니가 날 떠나간데도 난 인정 못한다고
어디 잘 사나 보자고(Love is hate it )
지긋지긋지긋해 삐끗삐끗삐끗해
내 사랑을 비울래 (No way )

매일 똑같은 문제 넌 내가 변했다 해
니 가증스런 입 다물래
상대가 누군지 알고 말해
난 이제 out of control
혼자서 계속 밑으로
그 자리 그곳에서 안녕 또 안녕

넌 내가 싫다고 이유가 뭐냐고
화가 난 니 목소리 모든걸 보여줘 슬프게 해
그래도 좋다고 기회를 달래도
한번 돌아선 니 모습 차가운 그 미소가 미워요

No~

You're Ma heart (heart) heart (heart) heartbreaker
내가 뭘 잘못 했는지
You're Ma heart (heart) heart (heart) heartbreaker
No way (No Way) No way (No way)

니가 날 떠나간데도 난 인정 못한다고
어디 잘 사나 보자고 (Love is hate it )
지긋지긋지긋해 삐끗삐끗삐끗해
내 사랑을 비울래 (Talk to me girl )

I still still be there (꺼진 니 전화기에)
I still still be there (네 집 앞 편지함에)
난 아직도 그댈 (이젠 남이라해도)
I will still be there

영원히 함께하잔 그 말들
잠깐의 달콤함 뿐이라고
그댄 왜 아무렇지 않냐고
Hey 난 이렇게 아픈데

You're Ma heart (heart) heart (heart) heartbreaker
내가 뭘 잘못 했는지 (뭘 잘못했는지)
You're Ma heart (heart) heart (heart) heartbreaker
No way (No Way) No way (No way)

You're Ma heart (heart) heartbreaker
You're Ma heart (heart) heartbreaker breaker
H(H)-E(E)-A(A)-R(R)-T(T) Baby No way


English Translation:

A yo! finally! Is this what you've been waiting for?
brand new G.D! I'm all by myself but its all good
your my heartbreaker DJ and YG
Let me take this song here

I don't give in no matter what, the useful things still haven't died
Only you caused a broken body, dead dreams, lost heart

If it's for you, this one body will fly, will rush to where you're at
However you say goodbye and goodbye to me

I said what's the reason you don't want me
Tell me all about your confident (facial) expressions, do it sadly
Even if I say alright or ask for a chance
I don't like the cold look in your eyes when you turn around once

*You're ma heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
What did I do wrong
You're ma heart heart heart heart heartbreaker
No way no way

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well (Love is hate me)
This is tedious, this is not going smoothly
My heart's tragedy (Talk to me girl)

I ask the same every day, you say that I've changed
Will you please shut your mouth
You speak while knowing who you're talking to
Now I'm out of control, constantly while being alone
In that spot, that place, it's goodbye and goodbye

I said what's the reason you don't want me
Tell me all about your confident (facial) expressions, do it sadly
Even if I say alright or ask for a chance
I hate the cold smile you have when you turn around once

*repeat

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well (Love is hate me)
This is tedious, this is not going smoothly
My heart's tragedy no way

I'll still be there (inside your turned off phone)
I'll still be there (at the mailbox in front of my house)
You..I still... (even if we're "strangers" now)
I will still be there

Let's be together, those words
It's only sweet for a little while
Why do you not care when
Hey! I'm hurting this much

*repeat

You're ma heart (heart) heartbreaker
You're ma heart (heart) heartbreaker breaker
H(H) E(E) A(A) R(R) T baby no way

credits: lovenostalgiaa @ youtube, KPOP Madness, and the right owner. =)


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I made a cover on this song too =D

Since last time when this song came out, I was practicing on it. It was hard (=_=) The rap part...
Now I can say, I CAN DO IT!! (maybe rap is my style? IDK... >v<)
Planning to cover <Crayon>, but something still missing... I couldn't create the atmosphere =/

Please do click into the link below to listen to my <Heartbreaker> cover~~ Thankxx ^.<
http://soundcloud.com/yeetze-lo/g-dragon-heartbreaker-feat-flo-rida

November 12, 2012

Ailee - 보여줄게 (I'll Show You)




내가 사준 옷을 걸치고
내가 사준 향술 뿌리고
지금쯤 넌 그녈 만나 또 웃고 있겠지

그렇게 좋았던 거니 날 버리고 떠날 만큼
얼마나 더 어떻게 더 잘 해야 한 거니

너를 아무리 지울래도 함께한 날이 얼마인데
지난 시간이 억울해서 자꾸 눈물이 흐르지만

보여줄게 완전히 달라진 나
보여줄게 훨씬 더 예뻐진 나
바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래

더 멋진 남잘 만나 꼭 보여줄게 너보다 행복한 나
너 없이도 슬프지 않아 무너지지않아
Boy you gotta be aware

산뜻하게 머릴 바꾸고 정성 들여 화장도 하고
하이힐에 짧은 치마 모두 날 돌아봐
우연히 라도 널 만나면 눈이 부시게 웃어주며
놀란 니 모습 뒤로 한 채 또각 또각 걸어가려 해

보여줄게 완전히 달라진 나
보여줄게 훨씬 더 예뻐진 나
바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래

더 멋진 남잘 만나 꼭 보여줄게 너보다 행복한 나
너 없이도 슬프지 않아 무너지지 않아
Boy you gotta be aware

니가 줬던 반질 버리고 니가 썼던 편질 지우고
미련 없이 후회 없이 잊어 줄 거야 너를 잊을래 너를 지울래

보여줄게 완전히 달라진 나
보여줄게 훨씬 더 예뻐진 나
바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래

더 멋진 남잘 만나 꼭 보여줄게 너보다 행복한 나
너 없이도 슬프지 않아 무너지지 않아 
Boy you gotta be aware

English Translation:
You’re probably wearing the clothes I bought you
You probably put on the cologne I bought you
And right now, you’re probably meeting her and laughing

Did you like her that much that you had to leave me?
How much more do I have to be better?

No matter how much I try to erase you
We spent so many days together
The past times are so regrettable that tears keep flowing but…

*I will show you a completed changed me
I will show you a way prettier me
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure
A me who is happier than you
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down
Boy you gotta be aware

I neatly change my hairstyle and carefully apply my makeup
With my high heels and short skirt, everyone turns to look at me

If I ever run into you, I will give a dazzling smile
Pass by your surprised face and click clack go on my way

* Repeat

I will throw away the ring you gave me
I will erase the letters you wrote me
Without lingering attachment, without regret, I’ll forget you
I wanna forget you, I wanna erase you

* Repeat


Credit lyrics to Kpop LyricsDaum, and  South Korea Addict.

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Another powerful song after <Heaven> by Ailee. ^-^
She has great voice!!
Personally, I love this song immediately after first listening to it.
Both lyrics and song suit perfectly.. Hope you like it too~

I made my own cover on this song too.
Please listen to it~^^ Thanks~ =3

November 4, 2012

11월4일


오랜만이죠?

요즘은 너무~ 바쁜에. ><

내일 휴가면 얼마나 좋은데 이렇게 생각해... ㅠㅠ

하지만... 정신차려해 효은아!!! 

-은니-


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好久没有更新了。

新学期,新的挑战。
我又得重新适应新的科目。

这学期是short semester。
(怎么说呢?)因为只有短短的2个月时间,这学期就会结束。比以往学期时间减少了一半!上课时间也是相对的加倍。目前我一个礼拜就得上24小时的课。听起来不会怎样,可是一天就都上同一科的感觉就是——闷!!!

每天24小时都好像不够我花。
有时忙碌的生活会让我羡慕一个整天无所事事的人。
我真的不喜欢short semester!>__<

啊,得报告一下。
素璇oni已经开始在我大学念书了。就住在我楼下,和微婷同一楼。
我们今晚才刚开了一个大吃会,聚集了共八个女生哦。(传说两个女生就已经有说不完的话,怎么想象8个女生同堂的场面?!@@) 哈哈哈~ =D

过了这个礼拜,因为Deepavali的缘故,学校将会放一整个礼拜假期。
我没有打算回家咯。不过,我还是要好好规划一下该怎么利用这假期~ 嘻嘻

晚安^^

October 28, 2012

Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together


Taylor Swift


I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like
We haven't seen each other in a month
When you, said you, needed space, what?

Then you come around again and say
Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change
Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day
I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you

Oooh we called it off again last night
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right
And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind
With some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh you called me up again tonight
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

I used to think, that we, were forever ever ever
And I used to say never say never

Huh, he calls me up and he's like, I still love you
And i'm like, i'm just, I mean this is exhausting, you know
We are never getting back together, like ever

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We, oooh, oooh, not back together, we
Oh, getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk
And my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together


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It's a very COOL song from Taylor Swift.
She is amazing!!

10월28일 - 친구

옷어죠 친구~ 힘내!!!

-은니-

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感动/笑容

TO锡慧:

原本我真以为你忘记了。。但记忆能力超强、就连我们中学时的对话都记得清楚的你,我相信这另有原因。当看完了你的短片后,我知道你的答案了。
谢谢你~

我没有怪你哦。反而,我很感谢上帝赐给我你这个朋友。^^ 
有你真好~~~

你在哪里okay不?看你的脸色不太好。。熬夜?
大二了,课业比以前更重是吧?

要发泄、要38。。没事也可以找我哦!;D
看你好像有好多话又吞回去了。
通通告诉我吧!闷在里面会生病的。。。=)


我可是你的头号粉丝哦!!(也许要和Alanis fight过一下@@)嘻嘻嘻 ^.~

October 17, 2012

10월16일 - Driving Exam Failed




너무 죄송해요... 내가 실패했습니다...ㅜㅜ

가슴이 아주 아파요...이렇게 결과 하나도 생각없어요...

나 한테 실망하다??

제발 하지마요... 나를 포기하지마세요~ ><

-은니-



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抱歉,我没有考上。。。
真的很有信心地上车,却没有准确地把车停在黄线内。实在很遗憾。
每次练习都能到达。非常有把握的说。却。。。
对我的打击很大。直到考官喊我的名字,叫我下车那一刻,我都还不相信我fail了。
我是那么期待过关的说。。。那么的期待和期望。
只要再给我第二次机会, 我肯定可以到位的。
为什么现实就是那么地刻薄?!

上回去,等着被叫去考马路。
这确实是我最没把握的一关。平时一路驾,一路给老师讲。
再说我习惯了用老师那架Kancil车;考试时却用Viva…… 到底对我们学生来说都不公平吧?

还是没有从冲击中走出来,我的名字又被叫了。准备下一关。
前一个学生刚好是个学姐。她今天是来重考的。她说这考官不错,不刻薄;她过关了,还叫我不要太担心。随后,我战战兢兢地上车了。
怎知考官和我想象的有一点不一样。我先问安了,却换来一声冷冷的“嗯”。
是不是我上错车了?还是……我样衰?@@

我谨慎地做好检查,不敢马虎。。。因为我真的输不起。><
踩着不熟悉的油门,我上路了。
慢慢地、一点点地…… 我心里算着任务的进行度。
20% 。。。 40% 。。。 70% 。。。95% 。。。100% !!!
我们安然无恙地回到原点。20项里我拿到了18个‘勾’。我PASS了~

纵使这真的值得我开心,但还是代替不了我的失落感。
失落感 > 成就感
回到家,想哭却哭不出来。干脆倒头好好睡一觉,希望醒来就可以忘记我的失败。
当然,我一闭上眼睛,就会回想我上山的那一幕。。。车子慢慢地前进,感觉要到了,停了下来,往外一看,车轮却只进了一半。。。
相信这影像会伴随我一些日子的。。。

我不能和谁说出这些话,连妈妈也说不出口。因为我知道……只要我一说了,我就会崩溃的。
从今早到现在,我都在崩溃的边缘。像一个泡沫,轻轻一碰就会爆。

不能跟爸爸说,因为他一直任为这只是人生中的一个小测验。不值得我为它那么着急、难过。
失败了,最多不就是重考罢了。他是这样想的。

不能跟朋友说,因为有很多朋友都是一次考过的。管他是想安慰我,还是数落我,我却期望他们不要问我就好。连我自己都无法给自己一个解释,要我怎么告诉别人呢?还要亲口说?

逃避?是。

你认为我太小题大作、大惊小怪了?或许吧,但这正是我现在内心的战争。

我需要时间冲淡这些悠新的记忆。T__T

October 15, 2012

10월15일 - Pre-Driving Exam




응원을 해죠?

지금 너무 긴장 하다... 못 자고... 어떡하지? @@

-은니-



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明天就是驾车考试了。
今天去试考。结果不都和平时练习一样?!
因为考车官很赶时间做生意的缘故,匆匆忙忙就结束了。
不敢想象明天的情形会是怎么样。。。>___________<

爸爸为了让我不要紧张,说fail了也没关系。
不过父母都是这样说的。但我也很想很想要一次过关啊。
压力直线提升。有心脏不能负荷的感觉。@@
总而言之,过了明天再算吧。

早上7点就要从家里出发了。zzz

要为我祷告哦~

Lim Jeong Hee - Golden Lady

Lim Jeong Hee

없이 어떻게 살아가냐고 바보 같은 질문 말아
나는 알아 같은 남자는 널려 있단걸
같은 남자가 아니더라도 전화 통에 달려올
그런 남자 나만 기다리는 남자는 많아
벌써 사람의 자동차 소리가 들려
이젠 집에서 나가주겠니
아예 없던것처럼

Hey I’m a golden lady 구차하게 이래
내가 말로 해야만 알겠니
Hey I’m a golden lady 불쌍한 My baby
이젠 발을 빼줘야 때야
~ 집도 내가 거야 차도 내가 산거야
이런 여자 ~ 위해 살아온거야
그래서 소중한거야

열쇠는 놓고가 항상 놔두던 입구 바구니에
안보이게 괜히 숨겨 생각 하지 말고
옷은 챙겨줘 남기지 말고 내가 선물한 옷들도
그냥 줄게 남김 없이 가지고 가줘
걸리적 거리니까 옆으로 비켜주겠니
이젠 관에서 퇴장해 주겠니
아예 없던것처럼

Hey I’m a golden lady 구차하게 이래
내가 말로 해야만 알겠니
Hey I’m a golden lady 불쌍한 My baby
이젠 발을 빼줘야 때야

불쌍한척 애교 떨지마
지루한 너의 유먼 이젠 내겐 지난
옷과 같애 몇번을 말해야만
알아 듣고 앞에서 꺼지겠어? 이젠 안돼
나지막히 얘기할 나를 떠나줘
마지막이 아름답게 말을 말아
지긋지긋한 너의 어리광
차비라도 달라고 어이가 없어 Good bye

Hey I’m a golden lady 구차하게 이래
내가 말로 해야만 알겠니
Hey I’m a golden lady 불쌍한 My baby
이젠 발을 빼줘야 때야
~ 집도 내가 거야 차도 내가 산거야
이런 여자 ~ 위해 살아온거야
그래서 소중한거


English Translation:

“How am I going to live without you?”
Don’t ask stupid questions
I know, men like you are only playing around
A man like you doesn’t make a single phone call
That man, but there are many of men waiting for me
I can hear the sound of his car already
Can you get out of my house now?
I couldn’t be like you at all



Hey, I’m a golden lady What’s wrong with being poor? I have to say it to make you understand
Hey, I’m a golden lady My poor baby
Take off- Now it’s time, I should get going
Hey, I will buy this house I will buy this car
I’m this kind of woman Will you be living for me?
Will I be that important?

You always left the keys in the basket in the hallway
And you’re always looking for them in vain
Don’t even think about hiding
I gave you clothes, so tell me you’ll take care of them when I leave
I just have to make it clear that you should leave
Can you go far away?
Now can I send you off, out my front door?
I couldn’t be like you at all

Hey, I’m a golden lady What’s wrong with being poor? I have to say it to make you understand
Hey, I’m a golden lady My poor baby
Take off- Now it’s time, I should get going

Save it poor guy, pretending to be charming
I think your outdated clothes are so boring
How many times do I have to tell you
To not show up in front of me
Until I’ll finally make you understand?
Not now, don’t talk to me, let me go
For the last time, don’t say these beautiful words
This time, this time, you’re acting like a child
Did you get the notice? I’m so outraged
No, good bye!

Hey, I’m a golden lady What’s wrong with being poor? I have to say it to make you understand
Hey, I’m a golden lady My poor baby
Take off- Now it’s time, I should get going
Hey, I will buy this house I will buy this car
I’m this kind of woman Will you be living for me?
Will I be that important?





BTW, I really like this song and I even cover it myself.
If you don't mind I take you sometime, please click the link below to listen to it~ ^^ Thanks!


God bless =3

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