October 28, 2012

Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together


Taylor Swift


I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like
We haven't seen each other in a month
When you, said you, needed space, what?

Then you come around again and say
Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change
Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day
I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you

Oooh we called it off again last night
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right
And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind
With some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh you called me up again tonight
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

I used to think, that we, were forever ever ever
And I used to say never say never

Huh, he calls me up and he's like, I still love you
And i'm like, i'm just, I mean this is exhausting, you know
We are never getting back together, like ever

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

We, oooh, oooh, not back together, we
Oh, getting back together

You go talk to your friends talk
And my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together


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It's a very COOL song from Taylor Swift.
She is amazing!!

10월28일 - 친구

옷어죠 친구~ 힘내!!!

-은니-

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感动/笑容

TO锡慧:

原本我真以为你忘记了。。但记忆能力超强、就连我们中学时的对话都记得清楚的你,我相信这另有原因。当看完了你的短片后,我知道你的答案了。
谢谢你~

我没有怪你哦。反而,我很感谢上帝赐给我你这个朋友。^^ 
有你真好~~~

你在哪里okay不?看你的脸色不太好。。熬夜?
大二了,课业比以前更重是吧?

要发泄、要38。。没事也可以找我哦!;D
看你好像有好多话又吞回去了。
通通告诉我吧!闷在里面会生病的。。。=)


我可是你的头号粉丝哦!!(也许要和Alanis fight过一下@@)嘻嘻嘻 ^.~

October 17, 2012

10월16일 - Driving Exam Failed




너무 죄송해요... 내가 실패했습니다...ㅜㅜ

가슴이 아주 아파요...이렇게 결과 하나도 생각없어요...

나 한테 실망하다??

제발 하지마요... 나를 포기하지마세요~ ><

-은니-



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抱歉,我没有考上。。。
真的很有信心地上车,却没有准确地把车停在黄线内。实在很遗憾。
每次练习都能到达。非常有把握的说。却。。。
对我的打击很大。直到考官喊我的名字,叫我下车那一刻,我都还不相信我fail了。
我是那么期待过关的说。。。那么的期待和期望。
只要再给我第二次机会, 我肯定可以到位的。
为什么现实就是那么地刻薄?!

上回去,等着被叫去考马路。
这确实是我最没把握的一关。平时一路驾,一路给老师讲。
再说我习惯了用老师那架Kancil车;考试时却用Viva…… 到底对我们学生来说都不公平吧?

还是没有从冲击中走出来,我的名字又被叫了。准备下一关。
前一个学生刚好是个学姐。她今天是来重考的。她说这考官不错,不刻薄;她过关了,还叫我不要太担心。随后,我战战兢兢地上车了。
怎知考官和我想象的有一点不一样。我先问安了,却换来一声冷冷的“嗯”。
是不是我上错车了?还是……我样衰?@@

我谨慎地做好检查,不敢马虎。。。因为我真的输不起。><
踩着不熟悉的油门,我上路了。
慢慢地、一点点地…… 我心里算着任务的进行度。
20% 。。。 40% 。。。 70% 。。。95% 。。。100% !!!
我们安然无恙地回到原点。20项里我拿到了18个‘勾’。我PASS了~

纵使这真的值得我开心,但还是代替不了我的失落感。
失落感 > 成就感
回到家,想哭却哭不出来。干脆倒头好好睡一觉,希望醒来就可以忘记我的失败。
当然,我一闭上眼睛,就会回想我上山的那一幕。。。车子慢慢地前进,感觉要到了,停了下来,往外一看,车轮却只进了一半。。。
相信这影像会伴随我一些日子的。。。

我不能和谁说出这些话,连妈妈也说不出口。因为我知道……只要我一说了,我就会崩溃的。
从今早到现在,我都在崩溃的边缘。像一个泡沫,轻轻一碰就会爆。

不能跟爸爸说,因为他一直任为这只是人生中的一个小测验。不值得我为它那么着急、难过。
失败了,最多不就是重考罢了。他是这样想的。

不能跟朋友说,因为有很多朋友都是一次考过的。管他是想安慰我,还是数落我,我却期望他们不要问我就好。连我自己都无法给自己一个解释,要我怎么告诉别人呢?还要亲口说?

逃避?是。

你认为我太小题大作、大惊小怪了?或许吧,但这正是我现在内心的战争。

我需要时间冲淡这些悠新的记忆。T__T

October 15, 2012

10월15일 - Pre-Driving Exam




응원을 해죠?

지금 너무 긴장 하다... 못 자고... 어떡하지? @@

-은니-



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明天就是驾车考试了。
今天去试考。结果不都和平时练习一样?!
因为考车官很赶时间做生意的缘故,匆匆忙忙就结束了。
不敢想象明天的情形会是怎么样。。。>___________<

爸爸为了让我不要紧张,说fail了也没关系。
不过父母都是这样说的。但我也很想很想要一次过关啊。
压力直线提升。有心脏不能负荷的感觉。@@
总而言之,过了明天再算吧。

早上7点就要从家里出发了。zzz

要为我祷告哦~

Lim Jeong Hee - Golden Lady

Lim Jeong Hee

없이 어떻게 살아가냐고 바보 같은 질문 말아
나는 알아 같은 남자는 널려 있단걸
같은 남자가 아니더라도 전화 통에 달려올
그런 남자 나만 기다리는 남자는 많아
벌써 사람의 자동차 소리가 들려
이젠 집에서 나가주겠니
아예 없던것처럼

Hey I’m a golden lady 구차하게 이래
내가 말로 해야만 알겠니
Hey I’m a golden lady 불쌍한 My baby
이젠 발을 빼줘야 때야
~ 집도 내가 거야 차도 내가 산거야
이런 여자 ~ 위해 살아온거야
그래서 소중한거야

열쇠는 놓고가 항상 놔두던 입구 바구니에
안보이게 괜히 숨겨 생각 하지 말고
옷은 챙겨줘 남기지 말고 내가 선물한 옷들도
그냥 줄게 남김 없이 가지고 가줘
걸리적 거리니까 옆으로 비켜주겠니
이젠 관에서 퇴장해 주겠니
아예 없던것처럼

Hey I’m a golden lady 구차하게 이래
내가 말로 해야만 알겠니
Hey I’m a golden lady 불쌍한 My baby
이젠 발을 빼줘야 때야

불쌍한척 애교 떨지마
지루한 너의 유먼 이젠 내겐 지난
옷과 같애 몇번을 말해야만
알아 듣고 앞에서 꺼지겠어? 이젠 안돼
나지막히 얘기할 나를 떠나줘
마지막이 아름답게 말을 말아
지긋지긋한 너의 어리광
차비라도 달라고 어이가 없어 Good bye

Hey I’m a golden lady 구차하게 이래
내가 말로 해야만 알겠니
Hey I’m a golden lady 불쌍한 My baby
이젠 발을 빼줘야 때야
~ 집도 내가 거야 차도 내가 산거야
이런 여자 ~ 위해 살아온거야
그래서 소중한거


English Translation:

“How am I going to live without you?”
Don’t ask stupid questions
I know, men like you are only playing around
A man like you doesn’t make a single phone call
That man, but there are many of men waiting for me
I can hear the sound of his car already
Can you get out of my house now?
I couldn’t be like you at all



Hey, I’m a golden lady What’s wrong with being poor? I have to say it to make you understand
Hey, I’m a golden lady My poor baby
Take off- Now it’s time, I should get going
Hey, I will buy this house I will buy this car
I’m this kind of woman Will you be living for me?
Will I be that important?

You always left the keys in the basket in the hallway
And you’re always looking for them in vain
Don’t even think about hiding
I gave you clothes, so tell me you’ll take care of them when I leave
I just have to make it clear that you should leave
Can you go far away?
Now can I send you off, out my front door?
I couldn’t be like you at all

Hey, I’m a golden lady What’s wrong with being poor? I have to say it to make you understand
Hey, I’m a golden lady My poor baby
Take off- Now it’s time, I should get going

Save it poor guy, pretending to be charming
I think your outdated clothes are so boring
How many times do I have to tell you
To not show up in front of me
Until I’ll finally make you understand?
Not now, don’t talk to me, let me go
For the last time, don’t say these beautiful words
This time, this time, you’re acting like a child
Did you get the notice? I’m so outraged
No, good bye!

Hey, I’m a golden lady What’s wrong with being poor? I have to say it to make you understand
Hey, I’m a golden lady My poor baby
Take off- Now it’s time, I should get going
Hey, I will buy this house I will buy this car
I’m this kind of woman Will you be living for me?
Will I be that important?





BTW, I really like this song and I even cover it myself.
If you don't mind I take you sometime, please click the link below to listen to it~ ^^ Thanks!


God bless =3

October 14, 2012

10월13일 - 행복

오늘 엄마와 언니가 내 생일을 축하 했습니다...

너무 감사 드리구요 또 행복하세요~ ^^

오늘 나의생일을 아니지만, 진짜 생일 처럼, 나 선물과 케이크 받았어요.


언니가 나하고 같이 유학갈게요. 엄마 많이 슬퍼 하지마.

우리는 빨리 돌아 올 거야... 그래서 외로운 생각하지 마세요. =)

STPM시험 화이팅~!!! *^o^*

-은니-



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We went out for last gathering with Oni today.
At first, we were planning to go for a movie, but I changed my mind afterward.
Sorry Oni, if I made you down... ><


I felt relieved after I heard that Oni was experiencing the same situation as me, in our driving lessons.
Maybe we are REALLY in trauma for driving now... T__T

Unlucky for Oma, who was craving for CHEESE...
She couldn't get her cheese since last time, and even today...
At the end, she ended up eating a bowl of Tom Yam Soup. @@
Yes, there is only SOUP and MEAT ONLY. NO MEE!!! =_=
I bet this really get on her nerves, but she calmly controlled her anger.
Such a good characteristic of her =3 hehe

Unexpectedly, they celebrated my birthday today.
I was totally unaware of their plan. Even at the time Oma was standing in front of the counter...
... And suddenly "This is for you, Hyoeun. 생일축하합니다... "
They even do the love sign... <3 

엄마 언니 사랑해요~~~ <3



October 12, 2012

10월12일

먼저...
재중오빠 트위터으로 100만 명의 추종자를 전달했어서 축하합니다!!! *^^*

오빠 정말 팬들는 많아. 전 세계... 


오늘은 노래를 연습했었어요. 여자노래를 고르했습니다.

기대해주세요~ =)

-은니-


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From now on, I will divide my post into two parts: Korean and English/Chinese.
Hope it will not confuse you @x@

Share some pictures with you~ =3


This is the exact classroom where I had my kindergarten lesson when I was 5 years old. =D
It wasn't name "Joy 2" but "E2" that time. ('E' simply stands for 'English')
Last time, classes were divided into two major teaching languages: English and Chinese.
And yea, you can say I was 'half-English-educated', but not now. LOLOLS xD



Tada~ I spent my Year 2 kindergarten life here. ^^
Do you see a Cross here? Don't doubt, this is a church-based kindergarten school.
Childhood memories just flashback in my mind now... ...

 


Piano at the corner of a brick wall? Old-fashioned? o.O
Not at all!!! ><
I still remember every morning we have to gather in front of our classroom there, a teacher will play the piano and we have to sing along with the rhythm.
We were so naive in those days... How good will it be if it can last a bit longer...?



The end of picture sharing.

October 11, 2012

10월11일




예쁘죠? ^^

내 친척언니의 선물입니다.쉘로 만든 슬리퍼의 모양.

너무 좋아해요~





오늘 마지막 운전 강의를했다.

피곤다.

다음 주 테스트를 해야합니다. 긴장과 스트레스 느낌이있어서.

많이 연습했었어 잘 될 거같아요. ㅎ =)


p/s: I know it is really hard for you to read/understand what I'm writing here. Maybe you might just feel like clicking the "x" button after a glance. FYI I am currently trying to learn Korean efficiently, starting by forming short sentences. You may try to use Google Translate, but maybe the translation outcomes will make no sense to you at all. Me either, not 100% understand what I'm writing here also... Duh @x@

10월10일 - 공부!!!!!!!!!!

내가 여기에서 한국어로 쓰기 처음이다.

너무 신경해요... 제가 한국어는 아직 약한 때문에...

만약에 내가 실수를 했어요 정말 죄송합니다! >.<

난 결정했어요.

나는 한국어 배우고싶어요!! 이번 휴가 기간 동안...

제가 한국말로 할 수 있는 좋겠어요~

그러니까 내가 '화이팅' 해야돼!~~~

여러분 나를 응원 하시겠습니까?

p/s: It took me almost an hour to write all these. ㅜㅜ

-은니-

October 8, 2012

Kim Jae Joong - 지겨줄께 (I'll Protect You)



눈뜨고도 널 바라보지 못해 지친 추억에 흐려진 너의 맘을 난 찾지 못해
많이 울고 지쳐 더 이상 못해 생각해도 너를 보면 괜찮을 것 같아

지켜주고 싶어 너의 잘못된 나쁜 버릇들까지도 힘든 날 웃게 만드는거야
좀 힘들겠지만 널 사랑해 라고 말도 할거야 먼저 내 품에 오는 날까지

웃지 못해 웃어도 기억 못해 오늘 하루도 꿈처럼 눈뜨면 사라질 것 같은
널보고도 곁에 없는 것 같아 표현이 서투른가봐 널 사랑하기엔

지켜주고 싶어 너의 잘못된 나쁜 버릇들까지도 힘든 날 웃게 만드는거야
좀 힘들겠지만 널 사랑해 라고 말도 할거야 먼저 내 품에 오는 날까지

혹시 다른 온기를 찾아 내게 떠나가 행복해 할거니
그래도 널 보낼 수 없어 baby 죽기보다 더 아플 텐데

내가 널 사랑해.. 다른 누구도 아니 네 앞에 있잖아
내가 니 손을 잡고 있잖아
누군가의 품에 줄 수 없어 애써 웃고 있잖아 보낼 수 없어하는 맘을 왜


English Translation
:

I can’t look at you even when I have my eyes open
I can’t find your heart which has become cloudy amongst the worn out memories
I can’t do more because I’m tired and cried too much
No matter how much I think, I think I’ll be okay when if I see you

I want to protect you… even your bad habits make me smile when I’m tired
Although it may be difficult, I’m going to say that I love you until the day you first come into my arms

I can’t smile, I can’t remember even when I smile
today also feels like it may disappear like a dream when I open my eyes
Even when I see you, I feel like you aren’t with me
I guess I’m still awkward at expressing my feelings… to love you

I want to protect you… even your bad habits make me smile when I’m tired
Although it may be difficult, I’m going to say that I love you until the day you first come into my arms

Will you become happy when you leave me to find a different warmth?
Even so I can’t let you go baby
It’s going to hurt even more than dying

I love you.. more than anyone… no, I’m next to you
I’m holding your hand
I can’t give you to anyone else’s arms
my heart cannot let you go…why


Credit Korean lyric to Mnet
Credit English Translation to withJYJ.wordpress.com

October 4, 2012

10月4日——外婆87岁大寿!!

吃大餐!!!

笑得灿烂的外婆

全家福 (虽然不是全部成员来齐)

外婆和妈咪

外婆,妈咪和舅舅

外婆和我

开心笑一个~


人生能活到几岁?又或者说,你希望能活到多少岁?
能够开心的日子又有多少?

好好珍惜彼此相处的时间。。。
快乐的,save起来。

今天外婆非常的开心。还唱了很多歌给我们听。

纵使平时我们怎么不耐烦他们老人家的唠叨,但是当你静下心来想,总觉得自己的行为/态度好
不应该,想着下一次一定要好好对他们。

我真心希望婆婆、外公、外婆能够身体健壮,能够看到我毕业的那一天。。。


祝福外婆您寿比南山,常常喜乐!!^o^

G-Dragon - 그 XX (That XX)

I love this song so much, and I don't mind to listen to it hundreds times~ >w<



G-Dragon

우연히 길을 걷다 남잘 봤어 (Yea I saw him)
혹시나 했던 예감이 맞았어 (I told you)
네가 반지를 빼고 한쪽엔 팔짱을 끼고
그냥 여기까지만 말할게 (I don’t wanna hurt you)

근데 오히려 너는 내게 화를 (Why?)
그는 절대로 그럴 리가 없대 (Sure you’re right)
나는 눈칠 살피고 내가 거라고
그래 위해 거짓말할게 (I’m sorry)

Oh 몰라주는 네가 미워 기다림이 싫어
이제 놓으라고
네가 슬퍼할 때면 나는 죽을 것만 같다고 baby

새끼보다 내가 못한 뭐야
도대체 나는 가질 없는 거야
새끼는 너를 사랑하는 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야

사람 얘길 행복해 보여 (You look happy)
이렇게라도 웃으니 좋아 보여 (I’m happy)
그를 정말 사랑한다고 마치 영원할거라고
믿는 모습이 I don’t know what to say no more

너의 친구들 모두 그를 알아 (yup they know)
뻔히 보이는걸 너만 (It’s you)
They say love is blind Oh baby you so blind
제발 헤어지기를 바랄게

Oh 몰라주는 네가 미워 기다림이 싫어
이제 놓으라고
네가 슬퍼할 때면 나는 죽을 것만 같다고 baby

새끼보다 내가 못한 뭐야
도대체 나는 가질 없는 거야
새끼는 너를 사랑하는 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야

[Rap]
비싼 차에 예쁜
고급 레스토랑 어울려
하지만 X 정말 아냐
너랑은 어울려

앞에서 거짓미소를 지으며
볼과 머릿결을 만지며
속으론 분명 다른 여자를 생각해
어쩜 그럴 있니 같애

네가 흘린 눈물만큼 내가 잘해줄게 baby
혼자 감당할 아픔 내게도 나눠줄래 baby
봐달라고 그대 사랑이 나란걸 몰라
너만 몰라

새끼보다 내가 못한 뭐야
도대체 나는 가질 없는 거야
새끼는 너를 사랑하는 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야

새끼보다 내가 못한 뭐야
도대체 나는 가질 없는 거야
새끼는 너를 사랑하는 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야


English Translation:

Walking on the street, I saw your man (Yeah I saw him)
My hunch turned out right (I told you)
He’s not wearing that ring, a girl is by his side
But I’ve said enough (I don’t wanna hurt you)

Now you’re getting angry with me (Why?)
“Sure he’s not that kind of person” (Sure you’re right)
Seeing your eyes I reply that I probably got it wrong
See, I lied for you (I’m sorry)

I hate that you don’t understand me, I hate all this waiting, Let go of his hand (break it off with him)
When you’re sad, I feel like I’m dying

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

When you talk of him, you look happy (you look happy)
It’s good that you can be this happy (I’m happy)
You say you really love him, want to be with him forever
You trust him completely (I don’t know what to say no more)

Your friends all know that guy (yup they know)
It’s so obvious, why can’t you see (it’s you)
They say love is blind, Oh baby, you’re so blind
Please, I beg you, break it off

I hate that you don’t understand me, I hate all this waiting, Let go of his hand (break it off with him)
When you’re sad, I feel like I’m dying

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?


Expensive cars, beautiful clothes,
high-class restaurants, they all suit you well
But that XX beside you,
He doesn’t suit you, he really doesn’t

He smiles like a hypocrite with you,
brushing your face and hair
But he’s thinking of another woman for sure,
how dare he

The amount of tears you’ve cried,
I want to make you happy by the same amount, baby
Rather than going through the pain alone,
share some with me, baby
Please look at me, why can’t you realize that I am your love
Why are you the only one who doesn’t know

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?



Credit lyrics to LYBIO.net and kromanized.com
Credit pictures to the right owner. 



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