December 15, 2014

15 Dec

First day of exam of the semester.

Instead of saying "I'm screwed", I think "I'm knocked out". @@

100% exam paper.
It's do or die.
One chance, and that's it.

Why I sounded so negative?

Because my answers weren't the same as my friends. That's why I panic.
Not to say all the answers, but that question itself carries quite some weightage. So I couldn't afford to lose so many marks. Plus, it's a calculation question.

Owww I just hope it will turned out to be good at the end.


Anyway, I should put away these negative thoughts so that I could focus on the following two papers.

God, please give me strength!

December 14, 2014

12 Dec —— Neway K Chart Awards Ceremony (Malaysia Awards)

thank you Emmy for getting us VIP tickets to attend this music awards.
It's my first experience to attend a music award ceremony. Artists performing LIVE on the stage.
Priceless experience, I would say.

It took us more than 2 hours to reach the venue.
Despite the distance, it was the work-off time which was super traffic jam, plus it rained heavily in KL area that evening...

By the time we reached, we were lucky to watch some of the artists made their red carpet entrance.

Large screen to watch the whole ceremony

Many artists attended the award ceremony. Mostly Malaysian local artists since it is a local music award ceremony. (BTW, Neway is a company which provide karaoke service.)

Attendance of artists:

Got Vic (张祖诚) 's autographed CD! :D
So lucky~
(BTW, we were there to show support to Vic. You can see the sign board right?)

After the ceremony ended, everyone rushed to the lobby area to take photos with the artists.
Gosh this is my first time seeing fans rushing over artists LIVE ! (always read in magazines and all)

How would I miss the opportunity? NO WAY!

Photo with Jin 薛炳进
Meet Singer Jin. (Not BTS' JIN, nor alcoholic GIN) 
He came to perform in our uni not long ago. For a charity concert held by LEO Club.
That's when I started to know about him and his songs.
And this time, I'm happy to be able to hum along his song during tonight's performance.
It was a regret that I didn't able to take photo with him last time.
And now, I'm just gonna grab this chance!

Jin, Truly, I think you're a good singer. You have good voice.
Please keep on doing good music and made we Malaysians proud! ^^

Alvin 钟瑾桦
Meet Alvin, a singer and also an actor recently.
(Good-looking guy huh :D)
He is one of the main actors for the newly released Malaysian production movie
《3 Brothers 吉龙波》
Don't really able to relate to him more, but definitely would want to follow his updates later on.

Photo with Ant 陈蚂蚁
Meet underground-singer, Mayee, and also my friend ! HAHAHA XD
Just kidding~
Well, why not? She sings well!! Definitely~ I love her singing
Thanks to her as well, to be my accompany for tonight's event
Since we both love music, we really enjoyed the live music performance a lot~
And we (I guess she will agree as well) would love to expose to more music expensive like this!

Maybe we should drop-by Neway one day to sing k?
I hope they have the latest KPOP songs, and BTS as well ㅋㅋㅋ

December 7, 2014

7th Dec

Whatsup when whole campus is without electricity? Plus its a Sunday :o

Since I've haven't been attending church services lately, my parents are worried, especially my dad. Don't know since when our conversation on Saturday will always revolve around the issue of me attending a church service. (I know, dad, I really get you, it's just...)

Well I guess maybe God has everything on plan. And I've decided to give a shot. (You can imagine how delight my dad sounded from the other end of the phone after knowing this, and he almost pray that there will be no electricity every Sunday! XD)

It started not-so-smooth.
Since my sister, Miin, went to church earlier to do some preparation stuffs, I was alone waiting at the guard house for church van to fetch. But then I realized, I don't even know who am I expecting, and no contact number to reach as well. By the time I called Miin, she silent-ed her mobile. (OMG) What should I do next? There was a 7-seater car drove by, picked up some of the African mates, but no sign of expecting my presence (which I thought if Miin has told her leader about this, someone should at least look out for fresh face like me, who is standing here like so lost).

Not long after the car left, there was a yellow car parked not far away from the guard house. I can't see who was inside, but he/she seemed like waiting for someone either. At last, the guy came down from the car and asked me, "Are you going to church?" "Yes." "Which church?" "Acts." "Owh you're Yee Miin's sister?" "Yes yes!" GOD YOU FOUND MEEEEYYY (Yay!)

While we were chatting along the way to church, I found out that we actually met before two years back in our first CF camp at Peacehaven, Genting. His name is Edward. OMG he really does have elephant memory! For me, he looks familiar, but I cannot tell where did we met. He even can remember my Chinese name (which people find it difficult to pronounce that's why I rather introduce myself as Sakura. See? Easier :D ) What's more shocking was when he said he actually can tell Miin is my sister which is super odd. (Why?) Because both of us keep on hearing people say that we don't look alike, and many got shocked after realizing our bonding. Really impressive! :D

The sermon today was about why sometime God reveals to you, and why not some other times. (Just like now you see me, and now you're not) To be honest, I wasn't able to pay 100% attention throughout the message. But somehow, the sermon encouraged me to keep on pressing forwards with my dreams (life breakthrough). Believing by faith. God will provide a way. Maybe I don't see it coming, but believe in Him by faith.

After the service, I was surprised to see some of the faces which I haven't seen for quite a while. Samuel, Jason and James. The last time we met (I think) was also two years back while we attended a student award ceremony as CF Club representatives. Oh my. Time flies. Nevertheless, I'm so happy that they actually can still recognize me and call by my name after so long. (Which in another way, I'm very embarrass that I didn't recognize them at the first sight ><) Guys, you all do have elephant memory!!

This is mind-changing. I shall not take it too easy with guys next time :p
Who knows, maybe your boyfriend can remember the anniversary dates better than you! ... when we first argument, where was the venue, date, time etc... (just kidding)

December 6, 2014

6th Dec

Another free and easy day. Chill.

Had lunch with Yikting.
And straight went down for second round - high tea.
Spent almost 3 hours, catching up with life this semester.
I really do enjoy this kind of quality time together. And I think we should do it often!

Very upset because of the "no electricity in whole campus on Sunday" notice.
What am I gonna spend my day?
At the end, I've decided to attend church service in the morning, which I guess it could kill some time until afternoon. Like what mum has suggested, I can get a bath after service, hopefully the weather doesn't kill me. I wish I can get over the day ASAP..

Oh ya, I fixed my Google Chrome browser.
To readers who may not know what's happening, actually I've been suffering with the browser for quite some time. The extensions which I've removed from the browser automatically plugged in again once I log-in and -out the browser. Which includes my bookmarks, history, and all. I've tried some of the tutorials available on the website to get rid of it, but they didn't work in my case. At last, what I did was to uninstall and re-install the browser - and IT WORKS ! (Finaaaaly! Hurray!) I should have done this much earlier.. (why I didn't? hmm)
So friends, if you suffer similar issues with Google Chrome like I did, don't hesitate to uninstall and re-install the program. It's less hassle than other way. It will take you like 10-15 mins. BUT take note, make sure you backup your bookmarks, browser theme, and etc. by signing in to your Google Chrome account before you uninstall the browser. You will be able to retrieve your previous settings after you re-install and login to your account later on ;)

Back to my life story, again.
My exam timetable has came out.
15, 17, 19 Dec
Thank God at least I have plenty of time to get ready for every next paper!
Still, I think what I'm gonna do tonight is, to plan my revision timetable. (>_<)
It's always awful to spend time with the whole stack of powerpoint slides and journals.
But I guess I would miss these days in no time when I get into the working field.
So, should I be glad or be sad?

5th Dec

Music sharing time!

Was booming with Iggy Azalea's songs all night (she really got the thing)

If you know me well, it's not that hard to figure out why I like her and her music
.Rapper. Hip Hop. Sexy. Cool. Glamorous.
Some say she is like a female version of Eminem (I love Eminem's rap!)
In terms of the lyrics, I do agree with that (to a certain extend)
It's fun. It rhythms. It tells lessons.
[Often it makes me thinks how long do they take to write such lyrics?]

Cut this off. Let me direct you to the link below.
A song I picked from Iggy's list for tonight.
Work, work, now get this WORK !

December 5, 2014

4th Dec —— Emotion Swift

People may think I am the person who is always joyful and cheerful. With big smiles.
But I do encounters time when I don't feel like smiling, don't feel cheerful, feeling down and all.
Apparently when I do so, people around me seemed to start keeping a distance from me, not wanting to know or care what's going on.

In turn, people start glaring at you in a some-what careless and emotionless look, while I could imagine the caption to be "I don't know what's happening with you, and I don't bother to know".

To be frank, its sad to see how people or friends around don't really know how to cope with you. Not knowing what is the right thing or right word to say to a person who obviously looks like need somebody to talk with. Personally, I admit that I'm not good in dealing with people who need caring and attention. Some what it doesn't make sense when I started to blame people around me "why aren't you caring about me?" while I may have done the same thing to them too, previously, and unknowingly (probably :/).

SO this EMOTION SWIFT thingy came in quite a sudden, damaging and destructing me, whole body, mind and soul. I was clueless about this until I realized I'm starting to cry like a baby. (What? NO) YES, starting to cry when your mum calls, like no reason. But on the next second, you've got hundreds on reasons to cry about. Well, technically, you would be able to put it all together with one word - PMS. (Don't know what it is? Google it.)

How can you see the emotion swift?
Well, it wasn't clear for me, but I think people around you definitely can tell.

I start to argue with friends on tiny things. Like what time to have our dinner, what to eat, ...
And argue with myself. "Why they acted that way? What's wrong with her? She didn't just talked back at me, did she?"
... and why am I acting like THIS??

Instead of being emotionless, I was so sensitive, up to a point which I'm feeling EVERYTHING!

My mum was like in total confusion. Imagine a few days back, I called to tell her about the exciting day to be with the Japanese students, showing-off the photos we took together with big smiles; and now I am talking on the phone, emotionally broke-down, choking back tears, saying "I had a bad day; Everything seems so wrong for me today".

Good thing is, there is still one female or woman I could talk to - my mum ! (Thank God for that !)
Seriously, girls, if you're having similar issues as I, probably the best thing to do is to find someone (older, experience, caring and understanding, woman). Articles may say chocolate helps, well in this case, it doesn't work on mey (duhh, oh well).

And we have identified the reason behind all these bad emotions - the awful crazy cramps that I'm having. ><
So my house-doctor a.k.a mum gave me a prescription - take panadol and pray.

I felt much better in terms of emotion after the chat. Like a relief. That's why I'm able to write here and share with you all. [ Smile :) ]

Boys, if you're reading this, PMS is not something scary, really. I think all you have to do is to show your care and understanding to the girl or woman beside you. Don't tease or laugh at them (which it is so unwise to do so). Don't look at them differently from usual days (which somewhat you may make things complicated if they get you wrongly). Try not to argue with them (in case you are ready for a war!). Don't be panic if she cries or emotionally broke down in front of you (pass her a tissue box and ready to lend your ears and shoulder). Don't take it by heart if she talked harshly with no reason (most probably she will regret by saying those to you when she gets back normal).

Cheers !

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