July 1, 2018

July 1 Half Time Call / Recently

Heyya! Welcome back to my blog! :')

Honestly I am just hoping that you guys are still with me at this point. Or rather, when you click into my blog, you can rest assured that I am still updating and maintaining this site (as much as possible that I could).

I have to apology on the post delay recently. I must confess, I hadn't have much time these days; juggling between work and my passion (blogging and covering songs).

(negativity alert)

Work has become a taxing job for me for the past month, having said that both human resource and company are undergoing a restructuring process.

If you are curious what kind of job I am doing, it has been all the while Accounting-related (because that's what I major in precisely). And it is no secret that I am having this struggle between "should I do what I major" or "should I do what I interest". It's like a tug-of-war happening inside me for the past 2 years.

Instead of finding a solution to deal with it, I was rather hitting around the bush, hoping that I will be lucky enough to hit something "big" one day. Obviously, that's hopeless.

Yes, ignoring it doesn't solve the problem. It just bottled up, until the point when I look back now, I don't know what's the point of doing.

Working, having classes and blogging do not make good friends. At least not for people who is poor in time management (...that's me). Let's be honest.

It is a mess. I don't like who I am right now. I am not satisfied where I am right now.

What should I do to turn the table over? Some thoughts going through my mind, but honestly I don't think I have the courage and motivation to keep pushing on.

Half time call rings. We should all take a break.

I am just trying to imagine there is a "refresh" button, and I will be fine after hitting that button. :')


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